The truth: You want it, you need it, but it's the one thing that hurts the most. So my friend, I asked him the truth behind some things, and I wasn't liking the answers I was hearing, but then I stopped and thought about it for a second, but that was exactly what I was asking for. That's how I've come to the conclusion that the truth is bittersweet and a love hate relationship. So before you ask people for the truth, be prepared for what you might hear, because you might not always like it.

Half the stuff I didn't know was going on, was so wrong. I know I'm a screw up, but I really didn't realize I screwed up that much.

Although, it hurt at first, I learned a lot from it. I admit, plus learned a few things about myself. Like not to wear my gray school sweatshirt EVER EVER AGAIN. Apparently it makes me look fat. Haha, well I have to wear it everyday, but i might be able to purge with it.

I'm setting a new goal for myself this year: to become a more agreeable person and to become a more self-conscious person. I don't realize half the stuff I do.

On for today's events:
Morning: The usual crazy teachers, scaring me to death.
Afternoon: Power went out, other than that nothing that weird.
Evening: Discovered about one of my friend's schools lock down, discovered i had weak wrists at practice
Night: Discovered something about myself.